full.

i feel really full right now.

i have been going through a dry season...for some reason, so many of us are afraid to talk about this type of season in our life. but you know, i'm tired of being afraid to talk about the hard things...the things that might expose our speckled hearts.

but still i've been feeling like i am missing something huge. i feel like i have access to the God of the Universe (which i do) and i'm just asking Him for directions to my neighbor's house instead of galaxies.

but tonight i feel the winds have shifted. i just cannot stop thinking about how much HE loves me...you...us. i just cannot stop thinking about how everyday...in everything...HE pursues me like a madman!

wild isn't it?