Sunday, November 22, 2009

long way home

today was an interesting day with a range of emotions all packed in a 24 hour period.

i went from feeling frustrated and tired to appreciated and encouraged. i went from joyful and humbled to rejected and attacked.

don't you hate when that happens? it's almost as if you can visualize the battle going on for your emotions.

after a very long day, i found myself driving home after church (www.passioncitychurch.org). i left in such a defeat that i was just driving on autopilot. about halfway home, i realized that i took the extremely long way home. i could have been home 30 minutes earlier if i had just paid attention.

i think this is my spiritual life right now...i'm on autopilot. sure, i'll have great moments with God...but i'm just letting the car take me where it wants to go. i'm not taking my responsibility seriously of taking the wheel (carrie underwood would be ashamed of me for saying this..). But, I'm not being proactive.

honestly, i'm too tired right now to complete even where i'm going with this...i could just save this as a draft and finish it later...but i wanted to share.

random unfinished thoughts..

love.

currently listening to : hillsong, with everything

Wednesday, November 18, 2009

gone.

wow. i've been gone for a while, eh?

not 100% sure why...laziness? nah, that's not it. fear? that seems a little closer to the truth.
i guess i was afraid of what i'd write on here...afraid i'd expose too much. who knows. i guess it doesn't really matter either way. it's just a blog, right?

i was inspired the other day to start writing to you good folks again. we'll see how long this lasts...or if anyone will be around to read. :)

just thought i'd say hey.

love.


listening to: the civil wars - poison and wine. (you seriously have to hear this song)